After a super powerful Ayachuasca ceremony where I had spiritual womb surgery for myself, all the women in my family, and all of womankind, I started dancing freely again.
I didn’t know how much the trauma I experienced was holding me back from expressing myself fully. Some of the trauma I didn’t even remember. My guides told me that I didn’t have to go back into it to release it. I could just let it go.
So I purged, yelled, cried, shook and let it all out. It was one of the most defining moments of my life.
The day after the ceremony I traveled to the Osa Peninsula in Costa Rica where I lived mostly off-grid for a week with my friends Amber and Pablo. They would surf all day and go fishing for our meals while I went for walks and danced my little heart out making up these sweet tiny dances in different areas in Pablos open air house with only the birds and monkeys watching me.
It was so healing!!!
Writing these words feels really good seeing how far I’ve come from that day. Thank you for reading my words and for being on this crazy adventure with me as a human in this weird meat suit.
Here is one of the videos from that off grid post ceremony time on the Osa Pennisula in Costa Rica.
I love you so much!